asalam walkam wa rahmtallah wa baraktah. I been trying to find out an answer for years now. I have been in a relationship that was haram, and I did horrible things, I want allah to forgive me. And every time someone comes and asked for my hand i can’t say yes, I do the prayer and I just get bad dreams or have a bad feeling all day, something deep down tells me i will end up with the person i had a haram relationship with. And I’m scared if that is true and allah does not be happy with me. I want to get it right with allah before i die. what do I do can someone please tell me.