If I could marry my first husband again, we divorced 3 years ago because of a lot of things one because he didn’t pay much attention to me so I seeked else where, I’m ashamed and have been repenting ever since I left! and since then I had a child out of wedlock. But have turned to my deen I pray, fast, share good character . But I miss my husband and I want him back! I was far away from Islam and I was full of jinn and haraam. Now I’m different but I’m not complete without him!