Naseeb Mariage

Layla Morshy asked 2 years ago

Alsalam Alaikum, 
I have anxiety and recently I’ve been thinking a lot about this. What if my naseeb is with my cousin? What do I do then? I would much rather die than get with him in any way possible. I know my parents and his parents would never accept it, and I don’t see him in that way (I dont know if he sees me in that way, I really hope not). But what if Allah wants us together. What do I do then?