My haram relationship

My haram relationshipCategory: ReligionMy haram relationship
Sarah Khan asked 4 years ago

For a whole year I was in a haram relationship, my mother stopped me when i first started talking to him, but I went behind her back and dated him anyways. At first all we did was talk to each other, but that talking led to kissing and touching (nothing more than that). Every day I felt so much regret but I still continued doing it for a whole year because we both r young and thought we were gonna marry each other. Then he broke up with me, and I prayed to god to forgive me even when all i did was keep on repeating my mistake. I feel so wrong for letting a male who is not my husband kiss me and touch my body and I feel dirty overall as a human. Will I ever be forgiven for this sin (I am also 17)