Masturbation

MasturbationCategory: OtherMasturbation
Chaymaa asked 3 years ago

Hello, I hope everyone’s fine.
First of all, I don’t want to be judged for what I’m going to say. I know it’s haram, I know it’s big, I know I must stop it. I know it all, and yet, I can’t help it.
I’m not writing today, expecting you to reply me that it is haram. I’m writing because I know it is haram, because I’ve tried for so many years to stop it, but I just don’t know how.
I was 13 when I first discovered it, and from that moment, I tried to stop it but couldn’t. Worst, at 15, I started watching porn, but with God’s help, stopped. However, I still masturbate, at 17. Often, I talk to guys using anonymous apps or accounts while doing it…
I am really ashamed of it, and depressed everytime I think about it…
El hamdulillah, I pray. However, because of this horrible habit, I just feel like my prayers are useless, that Allah is not going to accept them from me because of what I do.
I love my religion, I love Allah, I love my prophet, and I really want, deep in my heart to be a good Muslim. That’s why I need your help.
Please help me, please tell me what should I do to stop it, please pray for me, I really need your prayers, please…