Dear imam
I was raped while having appendix removal at hospital
no one believed me and my rapists get away with it leaving me with a disease from HIV family but less dangerous HSV
I struggled to conduct a credible investigation
I made lot of effort for a woman but my brothers surprised me to send me by force to mental hospital
to blowout all my efforts
label me mentally ill like the lies of my rapists
they couldnt accept the idea that their sister was raped so they preferred to make me crazy
My question is
is all what happening to me punishment or a test
because i m lost
is it possible for God to see all my resistance for my honor and pride and rewarded it with mental hospital
and this time the stab is deeper coming from my brothers whom I love and it was very unexpected
even my family friends are so shocked from what my brothers did
but even if they regretted it still the wound is so deep
I always repeat
ان لله وان اليه راجعون
but do u think that what is happening to me punishment for things I might have done in my life and I dont remember it
I always pray ,do zaka and donate for poor
I really dont know why things are from bad to worse
must be something I m doing wrong or what do u think
Please advise bc I do not want to lose my faith the only thing left to me in this life
not to mention bad memories at this mental hospital and how I was forced on everything
regards
