after rejecting to marry him for many years i was pressured into marrying my cousin, it has been 8 months of silent torture, i have asked for a divorce from my parents, but they threaten to kill themselves. i swear at him in my mind and pray for his death to be released from this relation. he will not respect me or provide for me, he is only interested in the physical relations and is forceful and will demand that, he will not accept that we cannot communicate and we have no relation. he is arrogant about being my husband. If i ignore my parents and leave will i be wrong in doing this, my parents threaten Allah will punish me if i keep wanting to divorce him and will be cause of their death.