Depressed from past sins

Depressed from past sinsCategory: OtherDepressed from past sins
Yasmine asked 4 years ago

Asalam Aleikum sheikh,, I am a girl 24 years old, I have been in a haraam relationship and as a result got pregnant and I saw from an Islamic website that abortion is allowed in the first three months and I carried out abortion, right now I can’t live or sleep peacefully,, my sins keep on haunting me, if I try to pray I can’t coz I feel like I’m too sinful and no prayer of mine will be accepted and even if I pray I can’t feel anything, I feel so disconnected from the Deen and Salah, please help me answer, do I stand a chance for forgiveness from Allah for abortion