I’m currently having a small crisis at the moment. I am currently on a journey to find a wife for myself InshaAllah. However due to my current circumstances, this is looking less and less likely to happen. In order to keep myself away from Zina (pornography in this context) to overcome a males natural urges, is it permissible to ask Allah to make me Asexual? This way, I won’t have any sexual desires what so ever anymore and won’t be so stressed if I don’t end up finding a spouse. I will continue to make dua to find my nasib, however I am being realistic rather than optimistic.
Jazāk Allāhu Khayran