Salam, I am a 18 year old Muslim. I was born in America and around me are so many people with different religions and with different opinions. I don’t know what’s wrong with me but I am losing my faith. I asked for one thing but I never got it. Everyone I know had that thing. It hurt my heart, I just kept thinking that does Allah not love me. Will I go to hell for doubting my own religion? May Allah give you everything you ask for and may Allah grant you paradise.Thank you
Congratulations for being Muslim at such a young age.
Why you feel like this.
He is most merciful and gracious.
If you feel it because sins are often happened by you so
Say, “O My servants who have transgressed against themselves [by sinning], do not despair of the mercy of Allah . Indeed, Allah forgives all sins. Indeed, it is He who is the Forgiving, the Merciful.”
Anas narrated that the Prophet (s.a.w) said: Every son of Adam sins, and the best of the sinners are the repetant.
Sahi Muslim #6974
Abu Huraira reported Allah’s Messenger ( صلی اللہ علیہ وسلم ) as saying: There are one hundred (parts of) mercy for Allah and He has sent down out of these one part of mercy upon the jinn and human beings and animals and the insects, and it is because of this (one part) that they love one another, show kindness to one another and even the beast treats its young one with affection, and Allah has reserved ninety nine parts of mercy with which He would treat His servants on the Day of Resurrection.